We are moving in 5 months time. We are moving to the other side of the country, where we know no one, not a single soul. We have no family over there, no friends, no jobs to go to, in fact the only thing we know for certain is that when we get over there, we will have a roof over our heads, because we already have a house over there.
Life is too short we have come to the conclusion of, too short to live somewhere, where you aren't happy, where it doesn't "fit" you. We have found a place that "fits" us in our new home, it's so us, we felt it as soon as we first caught a glimpse of it. It immediately felt like home. And that is a feeling we haven't felt for such a long time.
The problem with all this is simply this: I desperately want to move, I can't wait to move but at the end of the day its STILL a daunting thing to do. I am moving my entire life to a foreign place, a place I know I like to stay for 10 days but will I like it there forever? I say yes, I will but it's still scary. The other problem this raises is that I find I have no one to talk to about it, my friends and family here, don't want me to go and so are reluctant to talk about the move when in fact it's all I want to do, I want to discuss it til the cows come home but have no one to discuss it with (other than my gorgeous hubby of course!!). I of course don't know anyone where I am moving to so it's not like I can even discuss it with anyone over there!
I've never been so excited about anything in my life and yet here I am....with no one to share it with...and feeling very much alone....just doesn't seem fair....
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